September 2010
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Day 30: progression
Who are you? I am happy.
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#1//08/29/2010
I was dreaming that I was in the wash, it looked really dry and bare. I was walking and laughing with friends(don’t remember exactly, but at least I think Brendan was there), but they eventually started walking ahead of me. When I was alone I stopped and sat in the dirt, and began cutting at my shin below my right knee, it hurt but it wasn’t excrutiating. I kept cutting at it until...
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23&24&25&26&27&28&29: i am an asshole!
Something you crave for a lot If there’s one thing I crave, it’s most definitely contentment. Just being satisfied with everything in life, not wanting more nor less. I’m feeling better and more comfortable with myself and the things around me. Days are becoming beautiful, and rather than dreading them I wake up with a warm heart. Just moving forward, and growing closer to myself...
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Day 22: a tad lonely today
What makes you different from everyone else my book collection. i have a wonderful book collection :) it makes me happy everyday, i’m going to rearrange it now
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Day 20: dos equis
Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
haha, if you haven’t already guessed…dongmin kim yeah, i’ve been planning to marry that muthafucker for like 3 years. good thing we’re actually getting married soon! yeah, we cute
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Day 19: early
Nicknames you have; why do you have them
My online username is always Anguirel, so sometimes online people call me Anguirel :| In Japan, people called me ブリちゃん because i guess Brittany is hard to say in Japanese(it sounds stupid too). I don’t really like burichan to much, but w/e Other than petnames reserved for Dongmin’s usage, I don’t really use nicknames.
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Day 17&Day 18
Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to switch lives with anyone, but I think I’ve wanted to be male for at least a day. That was said in jest, but I really do think it would be funny to have a penis. Maybe I’d wanna switch lives with a bird for a day, then I could fly around and shit(but also avoid cars and...
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“If I could write a song, it would be for you. Every crescendo an argument, every...”
– Anonymous(http://www.writesomething.net/post/1619520/)
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Day 15: late? but it's ok, i'm going to the beach
Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Falling Out - Sublime Liar - Sex Pistols 4 horsemen - The Clash Could You Be Loved (Remix) - Bob Marley & The Wailers The Lady of Shalott - Loreena McKennitt Foolish Fool - Sublime Watermark - Enya Starman - David Bowie The Heinrich Maneuver - Interpol Hope - Sublime
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Day 13: late late late
A letter to someone who has hurt you recently You know you hurt me. I know I’ve hurt you. Maybe more than how you hurt me. We’ll never truly know. But at least now I know what it’s like to have your heart shattered, with the pieces so small you don’t know how to pick them up and put them together. The shards still cut me, and I’m still picking them up and trying to...
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words cannot describe…
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Day 12: getting yelled at, i guess i'm still a kid
How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
I’m pretty sure I found out about tumblr from a community on LJ in 2008(or late 2007). The question was like , “other blogging services that you use” and someone said tumblr and I thought the simplicity of it was kinda boring, so I just just registered anguirel and made a bunch of private posts. I liked virb better, but no one...
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Day 09&Day10 : :)
Something you’re proud of in the past few days I’ve been pretty good at moving on. I try not to let little things bother me anymore, I try not to think too much. When my mind wandered, it used to hurt me really bad. I would get sick or extremely anxious. Now I can console myself a lot easier, and I believe myself too, which is good.
Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored,...
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californiacaliforniacalifornia
It took me a long time to realize that I love summer. I just wish I didn’t realize right at the end… School starts in 2 weeks. I need a job. I need to focus. I need to start putting everything together. Everything is going to start coming together. I need to prove myself if I’m going to gain the support I so badly want. But I want to go to the beach, and stay in the water all...
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Day 08: an eventful last night!
Short term goals for this month and why
Walk in the evenings. Walking clears my mind and makes me feel good. Write something. Anything, but I’d like to write some fanfiction of some kind.. Get a job. Getting a job will make me a happier person. Enjoy the last of my summer. School’s going to start soon, but I want to feel fulfilled and happy when I start classes. Tell the people who...
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Day 07: heart aches, body pains, but i keep moving
A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you I’m still in love with this man.
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“sometimes we expect too much from others, because we’d be willing to do...”
– my little cousin’s facebook status
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Day 06: sandy sheets
Favorite super hero and why
I don’t really know. I was never into super heroes… All that comes to mind is Batman, because he’s pretty badass. Sure he’s crazy rich and that’s probably the only reason why he’s able to fund his vigilantism, but he doesn’t need super powers to be awesome. Aside from that, I know almost nothing about Batman.
I wish this day...
“So どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど 寂しいんだよ”
– 青山テルマ
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Day 05: 天下茶屋
A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
These were strange times for me. I remember Dongmin and I would sneak out and get drinks at the vending machine, smoking cigarettes and wondering what we were going to do. It was one of the most difficult times for me so far, but I also think it made me the happiest.
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“From her father she learned much of crafts that women seldom used; the making of...”
– Annals of Arda
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Day 04: 心折れて泣いてるのかい所詮人間さ愛がなきゃ滅びちまう
A habit that you wish you didn’t have Over-thinking, over-analyzing. I worry about anything and everything at least twice. I hate being stuck in my head these days.
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Day 02: I don't know how many times I've answered...
The meaning behind your Tumblr name I’ve been Anguirel since like 2002/2003, and I love it.
From Encyclopedia of Arda: One of a pair of iron-cutting swords forged by Eöl, the Dark Elf, from an iron meteorite. Anguirel’s mate was Anglachel, which Eöl gave to Thingol in payment for leave to dwell in Nan Elmoth, and that sword went on to perform many mighty deeds - reforged as Gurthang,...